that un-lovin' "morning after thanksgiving" feeling

About Thanksgiving... well, I admit to cheating. Big time. And as I knew- I totally regret most of it. I don't feel very good, and I kept putting off getting back on plan. Yeah. When we got home, I was 145 again :( Nope, it didn't feel too good to be back there at all. So, I've been thinking about how miserable it is to always eat junk at holidays- and not even within reason! Instead, I dream of a white Christmas where there's some nutritious, yet legitly tasty!, indulgences available. Where I celebrate Jesus' birth by giving, hanging outside with family & friends throwing snowballs, and feeling alive and fit!!! I don't remember EVER doing well with my food choices at Christmas. So... are you with me? How about this Christmas, we bring healthy to the buffet. Let's set some new traditions for ourselves and the next generation. I want my baby to grow up differently. Buuuuuttttt... because I have LAME self-control, I'm gonna need BIG help. Because any day now, we'll be getting a package from my mother-in-law. Oh, and what's in this package? Loads of goodies. Stuff Americans don't make. The real deal, amazingness that is so hard to turn down that, even as I write this, I don't think I will. Any suggestions on balance during the holidays would be really appreciated. Plus, I can see that you're here... I know y'all are reading this, but a few comments would help me feel less lonely- more purposeful. Thanks!